It has to count somehow. Like watching others. Jon's been doing it that way for a year now and while he won't graduate, he didn't talk about getting dragged away for training so... somehow it has to work.
Watching others is with partners, right?
We made vows, and while he might not be keeping them - and I don't know if he is or not. He said he hasn't broken that one but he's broken others so I don't know but I know I won't. I don't think I could, Margo.
We talked and I am taking better care of myself. I already fucked that up about not being available to him if he needs me, and I won't break this. There has to be a way.
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Watching others is with partners, right?
We made vows, and while he might not be keeping them - and I don't know if he is or not. He said he hasn't broken that one but he's broken others so I don't know but I know I won't. I don't think I could, Margo.
We talked and I am taking better care of myself. I already fucked that up about not being available to him if he needs me, and I won't break this. There has to be a way.
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I know, I know... Just... Be safe, Kyle.
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Sorry if I'm being a pain. I'm kind of freaking out.